Blog Post 7
Last time I checked it was my life to live and I had to make my own decisions. So why the fuck are people trying to control how I live my life and all this other irrelevant bullshit? Like bitch please stay the fuck in your own mother fucking planet and live in your own god given life. There's no need for your ass to be flying into my world and start fucking shit up and trying to control everything I do. I know exactly what I want and who I want to have around me to enjoy my best moments and my worst moments and having people who can't live in their own world just isn't my cup of tea. So please stay the fuck away from until you get all your ducks in a row and figure out your own life before you start butting in into mine.
People who can't seem to live in their own world piss me the fuck off so much I just wanna blow up my own world just so they don't have a reason to come into my life. But I can't do that cause that involves me having to be dead and I'm not trying to die just yet. So yeah. But in all honesty here. People who can't seem to live in their own God given world need help on personal space and keeping their distance with people because I have a hard time dealing with people who can't keep their distance from other human beings
I don't care to have a lot of people in my life because you know shit happens. People come and go and act as if they don't know you which I tend to do a lot just so that person gets the idea that I don't have the need or time to be fucking with them anymore. So I move on as if they don't exist and if they wanna be mad and act like a little baby then let them. I'm not going to interfere with all that unnecessary drama of theirs. I'm 18 fucking years old and being 18 clearly states that I'm legally an adult and being an adult comes with consequences and all this other adult shit. But if there's anything that I've learned about being 18 fucking years old It's to not tolerate childish shit and just go someplace else where it's more relevant.
People think just because I'm 18 years old and they're younger than me they can just act like a little baby around me. When in reality that's a big ass turn off for me. If you're not going to act your age then there's no need for me to hang out with you. I'm the type to not like a lot of things and not acting your age around me is the number one thing. If I wanted to be with little kids I would have gotten a job as a babysitter or something dealing with babies. But since I never signed up for a babysitting job I don't need to be dealing with someone who acts like a baby. That's the parent's job, not mine.
People that have heard of me or are scared of me have the biggest misconception about me because of all the shit that people talk about behind my back it's mostly all lies. So the sooner people realize this shit the faster I can go on and live my life and not worry about others. I don't wanna keep having to prove myself to everyone that I'm just an average 18-year-old that tends to make mistakes here and there but would never do anything to jeopardize someone's life. It's not fair for me knowing that people can't come up to me and have a regular conversation with me about just something that they like to talk about for once instead of talking about my past and how they don't want to be a friend of mine just because of something I did 3 years back. Like bitch come on now. If you're going to be like that then please don't have the urge to even look at me. I would say go shoot yourself but that's kinda violent and I'm trying to lay off the whole violence thing because violence is so irrelevant for me right now.
Now that has been said.
I'd highly appreciate it if you would now leave me the hell alone and stay the fuck out my life.