Blog Post 11
I honestly don't know what's scarier the fact that we're so concerned about what people think of us or the fact that we let society control us and our beliefs. Every day we're constantly being judged, overlooked, and just being put down over the most obscure shit in the world. Why do people still think it's necessary to put others down and make them feel like they're unwanted in society for? It's not the way to live a life. Stop being such a fucking hypocrite and let people enjoy their lives without you having to be a dick all the time. It's so irrelevant.
People should feel comfortable with themselves and not have to feel like an outsider every second of their life. It gets annoying and depressing after a while. Trust me I would know. People would always make me feel so insecure and just hate on me for no given reason. I didn't know what I was doing with myself to make everyone hate me so much until I just said fuck it and did my own shit and I didn't care if I made people around me hate me even more. I started to like not caring about what others thought of me or even what they had to say about me. I just wanted to live my own life and not worry about what everyone was doing.
This is where it had all changed for me. I basically changed during the 8th grade. I lost friends and gained enemies instead of losing enemies and started gaining friends it was backward for me. I personally didn't care at this point in my life. It was my own decision that I wanted to take on. I learned in rehab that you can't have people controlling your every life decision that you wanna make. It's up to you to do the things you want to do in life and make yourself a better person.
Stop relying on someone who can't even take care of their own self. Start getting your life in order. Go to school get your diploma. Go to a college if you want. Work your way up in a job so you can start running shit and managing your own business and making your own cash. That way in the future you can provide for your family and not have to worry about the struggle.
Don't think that everything you have to do is so you can please others with your work. Do your work for own self. There's not enough time in a day to work for others. Let those who put you down and said you were worthless let them keep being a low life that they are. They're not getting any paychecks in their life anytime soon so why even stress about them for? Just keep your head high and think about what you're gonna do with all the money that you're gonna make within a few years through your success.
Sooner or later you won't have to worry about society and what others think about you. you'll be too busy counting your commas in your bank account. So let people talk all the shit they want you'll still get paid either way.