Blog Post 14
So I've been getting a lot of questions recently asking will I ever make an effort on making things right with a girl named Camryn? Me personally and mentally I would have to say no. For me to say a thing or two about her or to even speak of her is really hard for me to an extent where I can't really focus on anything. So I don't really think now or anytime soon will be a really relevant time to see or talk to her in person. So I'm probably not even going to bother with me making any contact with her or anything relating to her. I'm just going to do what I've been doing since freshman year of high school and letting shit go and letting people live their life without me in it.
It's not that Camryn is a distraction, unlike some people who think she's the main reason as to why I went into rehab but that's not true what's so ever neither is it close. I went into rehab for suicidal thought and depressions way before I ever met Camryn. Now you can stop blaming her for that shit. It's just that I was what 15 years old in middle school having weird feelings for someone who I barely even fucking knew and barely ever talked to and it apparently fucked me up to a point where I became a complete dumb ass & a complete jerk to someone for no reason.
There you have a little bit of a gist of what went down between me and her. I don't really recall what happened to me and her after I got out of the rehab facility except for the fact that school ended and I went on with my summer vacation and became homeschooled during freshman year of high school. Other than that I literally have no other memory of this girl Camryn that you speak of anymore so I can't really answer any more question that you have.
Just know that I'm doing fine and happy as fuck without people in my life. I appreciate the concern some of you have for me but you should really lay off and go do something else besides bringing up someone who means absolutely nothing to me in front of my friends and family.
Did I care for someone? Yes. Do I still care for them? Hell No. Will I make an effort in talking to them or contacting them in any way? No.
Basically, I don't recall me ever knowing this person or talking with them ever in my life. So basically this person does not exist in my world. So stop just fucking stop asking me questions about this person named Camryn.