Blog Post 9

 I only see myself as an alien sometimes because I don't really have a category to fit in. I'm either too bad for this or too good for that and I'm just so sick of trying to fit into places where I don't belong. So I'm just like fuck being in categories I'm just gonna do my own shit and not even worry about trying to fit into some lame ass category with people who don't even know me or understand me.I'm not the type to be wasting my time when I have other important things in life to than to figure out where I belong and who to be when I know who I am already. I'm just an 18-year-old dude who doesn't really give a fuck about people that are irrelevant to my life and someone who just doesn't take any bullshit from anyone. I just have a bad attitude towards shit that I don't like and I'm sure as hell not going to sugar coat that shit and act as if I like the shit that goes on around me.

If I don't like someone or something I stay as far away as possible from it because it makes my allergies act up and it's going to make me sneeze. There's a lot of other reasons why I just don't like people. I've had trust issues back in the day with people and that kinda carried over with me. People don't understand the shit I do and I don't really feel like explaining the shit I do to them over and over again because if they aren't going to listen to me the first time why would I think that they're going to listen to me the next time. It's just a waste of time for everyone that has to repeat themselves to idiots like that don't pay attention the first time.

I just never really saw myself as one of those people who really needed to fit in. I had always been an outcast so why stop being one now? I didn't really have to worry about all the irrelevant people and their drama that came with them into my life so that was always nice to me. But other than that I really didn't care too much or thought too much about the whole fitting in. I just knew that I wasn't going to be in a group where I had to be a whole different person every time I was around those people.