Blog Post 19

Ugh, can my days in school get any worse? So I'm in lunch again and some kid wanted to sit where I was sitting and I told his ass several times that my friends were sitting there and he called me a cunt and a bitch and I got really heated at first but I let it slide. A few minutes later my friends come over which happen to be girls. I let them in the booth and sit and we start talking and then this white boy comes at me again and walks the fuck away. I let it slide again cause I didn't find him or the shit he said was important. Now knowing that I'm a senior in high school and fighting someone for calling you a name isn't really worth it. That's why I let it go.

Another few minutes go by and his friend Matthew said I was a bitch for not fighting him in the bathroom and this is where shit escalated.

First of all: This kid never mentioned anything about me meeting him the bathroom to go fight.

Second of all: Who fights in the bathroom? That's so 2008. Be a man and fight out in the open. Come on now.

I'm not going to fight someone in the bathroom because one it's not my scene and nobody can see us fight. So there's really no point in fighting in a closed space. So knowing that my ass is already passed its anger level I jump up on the table and yell out "Nigga come fight me then" "shit" and hop off the table and go towards the bathroom to meet him. But as soon as I went to take the hall to the bathroom I got stopped by one of the principles and was escorted to my case manager.

I talked with him for a while and let myself calm down and went back inside the cafeteria and as soon as I walk in there I see his white ass sitting in my seat. Let me just say this is where "SENIORS" sit and eat. I walked to the table I was at before anything happened and he got up and walked off which was smart of him and I just sat there until the bell rang.

The bell rang and I leave to go back to class but then I saw the main principle and explained what was happening to me and he took me into his office and called down one of the people I talk to about my issues with and they just asked me what I wanted to do. I just said I no longer want to have lunch and just go home. So they schedule an alternative lunch for me and I called someone to come get me, waited for them to come, checked myself out and I left school.

I didn't get suspended or anything. I basically just excused myself from the whole situation so I wouldn't have ended up getting into that mess and having to be suspended. So the teachers and counselors were proud of me.Other than that being said. I'm excluding myself from lunch and all after-school activities.