Blog Post 35

I know most of you have been wondering where the fuck I’ve been at lately and to be honest I just needed some time off from things such as blogging. I know this is supposed to help me in a way but what I was going through some things the past couple of weeks to almost a month didn’t have really any time to blog or think of anything to blog about. But I’m back now and ready to blog about everything that comes to mind. I guess I had something called a writer's block where you can’t focus on things or think of anything to write about so you just don't even bother with it.So that’s exactly what I did. I also have another reason as to why I wasn’t blogging and that's because my fucking laptop got damaged so that was holding me back and I didn't really bother on trying to even fix it. It’s just in my room sitting on the floor. I may throw it away or do something with it. I just know I don’t have to fucking mess with it.

Other than that being said I’m starting to not care or even bother with people anymore. It’s getting to the point where people actually only care for themselves or whatever. Which I don’t really have a problem with that shit but when you ask someone for something they think they have to give you some kind of attitude or some kind of bull shit of reply and that's just fucked up to me. So that’s why I don’t really ask many questions I just do my own shit and not even worry about a thing or anyone in this case.

But yeah people are still aggravating me as usual and I still don’t give a damn about it or them so not sure why they still got to make themselves relevant in my life still. But anyway that's them, not me. I can only worry me, myself and I and just tell myself to fuck everybody that I don’t associate with. I’m just being real with people and I’ve never been the type to hold shit back or be someone else. That’s another problem that I have with people. They tell me that I’m being someone else when in fact I’m just being myself 100% now without any second thoughts about it. So if they don’t like me for me then they fuck off or do something that doesn’t involve me being in their life.

I just wanna keep shit simple and not get into some irrelevant shit that other people caused.I just find it so easy to get rid of people out from my life and hard to bring people into my life. But that I don’t really see a problem with. The problem that I have is when people just assume I need them in my life when in fact I don’t really care to even have them exist. So fuck out my life you irrelevant ass holes.