Blog Post 36

First of all, that person was coming at me and that’s when I realized I needed to leave them be and let them do their own thing for a while and not get involved in any of their life doings or anything relating to them.

Second. I may never actually speak to this person ever again which I don’t really have a problem with, but if they start saying false information about me and my friends I will deny it at first but if they keep on doing it I will go off on them without a doubt.

Third. This person is kind of irrelevant to me now so I’m not really worried about them nor do I actually give a fuck about them and I sure as hell don’t want anything to do with them. I would rather be talking to a brick wall instead of looking at that person.

Last. This person did teach me as to why I should never let anyone in my life as easy as I did with them and I really got to work on my trust with people because I trusted this person way too fucking easily for some reason. I know I’m supposed to keep my guard up at all times but I guess I just let them get too close to me and I kind of let my wall just fall apart.

But now that they’re out of my life I can now start rebuilding my wall and going back to doing what I do best. Which is not giving a fuck about others and only give a fuck about people that I’ve known for a long time and actually hang out with outside of the school. I’m tired of letting people getting to know the real me and walking out on me or just start acting fake and stupid around me.

But other than that being said. I will not be talking to this person anymore. So far I’ve blocked their number from my phone and their social media accounts. I have nothing left to say to this person and if they do wanna end up fighting me then I’m all up for it but just know I will not be going easy on them.