Blog Post 37

People just don’t seem to get the fact I don’t want to be fucking with them anymore. They think we’re cool and friends still when in fact I haven’t even said a word about them or even to them in days, weeks, months, or even years. So I’m not sure why they have to act all fake with me acting as if they need me or I need them in my life when I don’t even bother with their existence.

I know I don’t make friends easily because I don’t need irrelevant people in my life anymore. I just want people that I fucking trust and respect in my life. If I don’t respect you or trust you I find your ass hella irrelevant. So that’s why I don’t associate with many people and have a small group of people in my circle.

I’m just so done with the whole making friends and shit. I’d rather have nobody in my life and just do my own damn thing without people correcting me or telling me no you can't-do that do it this way instead. That’s not me. I’m not the type to take orders from other people and I never will. I wanna be my own fucking boss and just do me 100% of the time and not worry about others getting in my way or holding me back from what I need to do.