Blog Post 43

So sick and tired of hurting those that get too close to me. I can’t help it but it’s just who I am. I found out that I’m just not capable of doing that one on one relationship with someone. I always end up hurting them or have them turn on me and hate me. So if I were you I suggest you keep your distance from me.

This is not a threat to those that know me and like getting close to me it’s just a warning sign for you to keep an eye out. I may just end up breaking you and everything you ever felt for me on the spot within a matter of seconds. I know this seems strange and cruel but I honestly don’t know what else to say.

People have the audacity to get all up in my head and fuck with my emotions and that’s that shit that makes me wanna unfriend them and get them out of my life. I can’t have someone playing with my emotions and feelings. I’ve been there and dealt with it and it didn’t turn out too well for that other person.

I feel as if I should just recreate myself and my interest in life and maybe I won't get hurt so often and hurt those around me so much. I’ve always been in the mood for dark and stormy days it seems but I think it's time to let that sunshine out for once and let all the negative vibes around me just die off and those around me who bring bad vibes near me to die down as well.