Mak

It’s currently 1:42 am and the only thing that I wanna do is to just say sorry to this one person I used to go to middle school with because I know the way I treated them was so wrong and stupid of me. I’m still amazed that they didn’t punch me or do something that involved me getting a black or eye or something similar to pain because I should have known better not to do the things I did to them. I wish I could stop all these thoughts that I have towards them and I just wanna apologize for everything that I did to cause them pain. Because I’m sick and tired of living this life knowing I was fucking with the right person at the wrong time and that’s so unfair to them. I should of just let them be them and not said a word to them and I definitely should have wasted my time on getting to know them. I hate getting to know people the way I got to know this person because I always end up hurting them or worse having to fight with them at the most irrelevant times. That’s why I don’t show an...

There was never a fight between us two. People just got their shit mixed up with someone else I had gotten into a fight with. Because me getting into a fight with Justin is so irrelevant. Like I have better things to do than fight him. Don’t get me wrong I’m not saying he’s not important in my life because he is. It’s just that I don’t see the point of fighting him. Fights to me are so irrelevant that it’s almost hard for me to even be involved in one. That’s how much I don’t care for them. Why fight with someone when you can just easily block them out from your life. I guess people just haven’t caught on yet. I’m not saying what I did was right to that person. But come on. That person should have known not to push my limits. Yeah I know punching someone and knocking them out and leaving them to get found beaten up wasn’t right but I’m not about that getting disrespected on the spot by someone who doesn’t even know the first thing about me. What do I look like someone who can’t keep hi...