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Blog Post 62

Yes it’s true I did see a girl named Camryn at the mall and I knew it was her cause I could never really forget about her. She’s just one of those girls that I can’t seem to get out of my head even when I try she just keeps coming back into my head. It was hella awkward for me for sure seeing someone that I used to care for and now know nothing about or keep in touch with. But hey it’s whatever I wasn’t really in the mood to talk to anyone anyways. I’m not going to lie but I did watch her as she walked past me and prayed to God that she didn’t say anything to me because if she had said something to me I would have had lost my cool and told her how I really felt about her at that point and how I felt about her at that point was not a good feeling. So I’m glad she just minded her own business and walked past me. But the fact that I had seen her was really... Um, how do I put this in the nicest way as possible? It was shocking to me I guess? I don’t know but I know for a fact that all the...

Blog Post 61

I’d rather love you for who you are and not for something that you’re not. I hate the fact that a girl like you would wanna go fake for a guy like me. I’m not going to be judging you on the shit you do. Who I look like? Judge Judy or something? Fuck no. You should realize that not everything you do is gonna affect me the way you want it to. I know I can get kinda upset over little things like when you talk to other guys even though I know you’re just friends with them and the fact that I can’t help stop loving you. You make me wanna be romantic, You make me wanna treat you like a star! So let's keep this shit going until the end of time if we can. I always told myself that I’d have to wait a few more years until I found the right girl and I guess I was right because ever since I saw you I could tell you were the one. I don’t wish to be like these other dudes. Breaking females hearts for a girl who is basically a lower level of what they originally had. Guys that do that shit are st...

Blog Post 60

I stayed away from all the bullshit for as long as I could. But I guess today was the day I decided I’ve had enough with it. Got this bitch ass of a teacher emailing my mom who doesn’t even have time to care for me and my doings. She emailed my mom about me fucking sleeping in class and not doing the work. First of all yo ass should be lucky enough I’m not disrupting your so called “precious class”. Second of all. Who the fuck does she think she is yelling at me and shit like I’m deaf. I wanna ask her who she yelling at but she gonna reply with smart ass remark such as “I wasn’t yelling. I was just saying” Bitch what? I swear this teacher hates me for no reason. I’m sorry for not being “nice” in a class full of people I don’t care for or like. Sorry that your class is the shit hole of all shit holes and sorry for your class vibe being so dry that it makes me fall asleep. I wish she would just fucking admit that she hates me so I can just get on with my life and have that shit settled. ...

Blog Post 59

Can people just accept the fact that I forgave and forgot about a lot of motherfuckers that came into my life. I understand that they came into my life for a reason but that reason has had its expiration date for quite some time now. So just leave it be. Don’t be bringing up shit that I have already dealt with. There’s no point of mentioning it or even lurking around it. Got people I’ve never even talked to at school asking me why this person and I got beef for? I just look at them like what the fuck are you talking about? I don’t have an issue with anyone at the moment. Having an issue with someone is so middle school. If people have an issue or problem with me then they need to man up and tell me instead of going around in school and telling others that they’ve got beef with me and those people having to catch me off guard and tell me that a certain person has an issue with me. People need to realize that I’m 19 and I don’t have time in the day to deal with irrelevant motherfuckers. ...

Blog Post 58

Yo can y'all fuck niggas and fuck bitches get the fuck out my life. Tired of people thinking they can walk all up on me like I'm a floor. I don’t have the time and energy to deal with your fakeness and your bad vibes. The only thing I see you useful for is if I needed someone to fill in a for another person. But I don’t ever have any spots to fill in for anyone so y’all are basically useless to me so why y’all keep hanging out with me for? Like, go home. Suck a dick go do something you wish to do. Stop asking me what to do cause if you ask me I’m just gonna tell you that you’re grown so you need to do you and figure it out on your own. I’m sick and tired of having to baby people around. I’m not a babysitter, so just man up and pull your own weight around. Got people using me for rides into town and expect me not to charge. Like, hold the fuck up. You asked for a ride I tell you the price you say okay I come and pick you up and then you pay once I drop you back off at your place...