Blog Post 58

Yo can y'all fuck niggas and fuck bitches get the fuck out my life. Tired of people thinking they can walk all up on me like I'm a floor. I don’t have the time and energy to deal with your fakeness and your bad vibes. The only thing I see you useful for is if I needed someone to fill in a for another person. But I don’t ever have any spots to fill in for anyone so y’all are basically useless to me so why y’all keep hanging out with me for? Like, go home. Suck a dick go do something you wish to do. Stop asking me what to do cause if you ask me I’m just gonna tell you that you’re grown so you need to do you and figure it out on your own. I’m sick and tired of having to baby people around. I’m not a babysitter, so just man up and pull your own weight around.

Got people using me for rides into town and expect me not to charge. Like, hold the fuck up. You asked for a ride I tell you the price you say okay I come and pick you up and then you pay once I drop you back off at your place. How hard is that? Like what the fuck is this? Free Uber rides? I don’t fucking think so. This is how life works. There's no way around that shit unless you're a family member to me then you can have all the free rides you want. But since you don’t pay the hell up.

I’m honestly thinking about just getting rid of everybody from my life and just focus on me and let others do them and have them figure out there living on their own like me. They probably won't last but that won’t be any of my business because I’ll be doing me and not worrying about others. People need to understand that I need time away from other and just have a me day. I just wanna sleep all day and eat at night and not talk to anyone. Just need to get away from all that drama that’s so irrelevant.

I have friends asking me for rides and 1. It’s my spring break also. 2. I have shit that needs to get done before I go around fucking with other people. 3. I have a fucking life which people don’t seem to understand. Which I don’t understand why or how they don't get it. But that’s their issue, not mine so I’m not worried about it cause I just ignore their calls, text, facetime, & Snapchat.

Basically, all I’m saying is stop thinking I’m free all the time and getting mad at me for not replying to your text or whatever way you used to reach out to me. Let me do me and live my life and hang out with who I wanna hang out with before the people I care about go there separate ways.