Mak

People from my past can fuck off. I have everyone that I need in my life already. For the first time in months, I feel like myself. I was confused on what I was supposed to be and what I need to do but I think I found what I was looking for. It was for me to just stop caring about everything and let shit be and let life just take its course on me. I was doing a lot of thinking when I went ghost. I was thinking about everything that ever fucked me up, everyone that has ever done me dirty and people who were just there as a joke in my life. I had all that shit memorized and figured out and I was letting go of all that dumb shit and everyone that I didn’t see fit to my new life changes. While I was going through all of those things I had people telling me that I was being pretty much anything dealing with over dramatic. Which in my case I didn’t even see it like that. I saw it as an opportunity to help and better myself without letting other people know and just have them find out for the...

Can people stop thinking I live this normal ass life you call living? Because to me I honestly don’t feel like I’m living. I feel depressed every morning and when I go to sleep. I take these dumb ass medications to help me with my attitude and my behavior. I don’t like people. I have a few friends because I hate having to put my trust in others. I barely talk with my family members unless someone tells me to tell them how I’m doing. I don’t  care to be around others. I love being left alone and doing things on my own. I don’t care for others or their well-being. I don’t do relationships because I don’t see the point of them. I definitely don’t want kids because I find kids annoying as fuck and waste of money. I’ve deleted my social media accounts because I wanted to stop caring about other people and their lives and just focus on mine and mine only. I don’t care about some relative of yours that died. I don’t care about anything relating to anything about you. I don’t really care a...

People don’t seem to understand the fact that I’ve basically disowned C.T who was a girl I used to know back in middle school in 2012-2013. I don’t want to deal with her or her friends or anyone that knows of her or hangs out with her because I’m probably going to get questions asking about her and what happened between us two and I really don’t care to bring that shit up because there’s really nothing to bring up. Besides, I don’t have any mutual friends with her on Facebook anyway so what exactly is there between us still? Nothing! Absolutely nothing. I got new friends and luckily none of them know anything about her or her existence. I don’t hate the girl I just don’t really care for her existence and I don’t really care what she’s up to. I’m not her friend, I’m not anyone she knows. I was just a person who happened to go to the same middle school as her and that’s it. So stop thinking that we will be friends in the near future when the only future I see for me is being as far away ...