Blog Post 65

People don’t seem to understand the fact that I’ve basically disowned C.T who was a girl I used to know back in middle school in 2012-2013.

I don’t want to deal with her or her friends or anyone that knows of her or hangs out with her because I’m probably going to get questions asking about her and what happened between us two and I really don’t care to bring that shit up because there’s really nothing to bring up. Besides, I don’t have any mutual friends with her on Facebook anyway so what exactly is there between us still? Nothing! Absolutely nothing. I got new friends and luckily none of them know anything about her or her existence.

I don’t hate the girl I just don’t really care for her existence and I don’t really care what she’s up to. I’m not her friend, I’m not anyone she knows. I was just a person who happened to go to the same middle school as her and that’s it. So stop thinking that we will be friends in the near future when the only future I see for me is being as far away as possible from her and her friends.

I don’t see why people can’t seem to get the gist of me not wanting to be relevant to her life. Every time I’m not on social media I feel like everything is fine and life is getting better for me and this whole situation between me and that girl is dead but when I get on Facebook or any kind of social media I feel like I can’t breathe.

I wish people would just understand that I don’t care about her and I’ve actually moved on with my life and put my past behind me. If you weren’t so caught up about my past you would see that I have been seeing another girl who actually understands where I’m coming from and doesn’t care about my past with someone I couldn’t help but fall in love with for the first time.

So there you have it. Stop thinking there's still some part of me that cares about someone from 2012-2013 when there’s no part of me that cares about her.

I’m not dissing her in this blog post. I was just simply stating the fact that I no longer want to hear about someone that I don’t associate with or in this case care about. It’s basically pointless for me to listen to someone talk about someone that I don’t know. That’s basically how I see it.