Blog Post 67

People from my past can fuck off. I have everyone that I need in my life already. For the first time in months, I feel like myself. I was confused on what I was supposed to be and what I need to do but I think I found what I was looking for. It was for me to just stop caring about everything and let shit be and let life just take its course on me.

I was doing a lot of thinking when I went ghost. I was thinking about everything that ever fucked me up, everyone that has ever done me dirty and people who were just there as a joke in my life. I had all that shit memorized and figured out and I was letting go of all that dumb shit and everyone that I didn’t see fit to my new life changes.

While I was going through all of those things I had people telling me that I was being pretty much anything dealing with over dramatic. Which in my case I didn’t even see it like that. I saw it as an opportunity to help and better myself without letting other people know and just have them find out for themselves that I’m no longer interested in the friendship that we once had. So them telling me that I was being over dramatic and shit to my face and on my snap was just a waste of time and irrelevant as fuck.

I’m legit happy as fuck with the new life changes I’ve been making to better myself. I don’t care that people are pissed off at me for doing what I had to do. I know that it’s working for me so they’re just going to either get used to it or go find some other person to be chill with because I don’t have time to be dealing with immature people in the first place.

If you’re planning on making serious life changes to better yourself do it now. Don’t wait on it. Just figure your life out first and then start getting rid of all the drama, bullshit, negativity etc. It’s the best feeling ever knowing that you don’t have to deal with all that shit anymore. So just focus on bettering yourself first and then let shit come in play.