Mak

I hate having people around me. I don’t care to be known or anything relating to me. I only do it to seem civil and normal. But in reality, I just wanna escape from it all and never to be heard from or seen ever again. I see people showing love to people they don’t even fuck with and I see people trusting people who have a bad history with the word trust. I see people killing other family members all because of a girl and being mistreated. I’m seeing money being taken from good people and being used for drugs and prostitution. I’m seeing a lot of things that most people at my age aren’t supposed to be seeing. We live in a world where things aren’t how they should be. This world we all live in and go about is just a lie and it’s mostly just a big game of unknown secrets. The government watches over us and considers us all lab rats til further notice. We don’t have any rights besides to vote and protest and even those two things can be restricted depending on the subject. Police brutalit...

If you are white and you were on my snap just know you have been removed off from it because I’ve about had with people like you starting shit with me saying I can’t hang out with my black friends. It's gotten to the point where I can't even be seen around black people which pisses me off because it's like we are going back to slavery ages and just so we're clear I will always have more black friends then whites because you white people can't stop being fucking racist and second can’t get the fact that I actually have respect for black people so you can shove that down your throat. If you wanna fight me go ahead and call up all your fuck boy trump supporters and I'll call up my friends who are mostly all black and we'll fucking slide your body across the pavement as if it was nothing. Since you want to treat these black people like slaves we'll do the fucking same thing to you. So go ahead and keep praising that fuck head of a president we have now becau...

Well someone off my snap finally asked me who I liked at my old High School and at first, I was like huh? Come again. They asked who I liked while I went to D.H.Conley and I was like denying the fact I liked anyone there because I didn’t know if this person knew the person I had liked while I went there or not so I was basically acting dumb on the topic and denying the fact that I liked anyone at Conley in a way that I’d like to date/have a relationship with. But the fact that he or she caught on to me denying all the facts they fucking put was it “such and such”.  My response was legit “What The Fuck” at first and then I asked them how the fuck did you get this name and know that this was the person because I only told three people and the one person I told doesn’t even go to Conley.  So how do you know all this and they legit replied with the dumbest shit I’ve ever read. They said, “The way I would not talk to her”. So I’m like thinking to myself what the fuck? So all it tak...

 I can’t blame you for thinking that you never knew me. When in fact you know more about me than most people I ever come in contact with. It’s just the fact that most people wanna get to know me and then change everything about me that they don't like which pisses me off and why I don’t really like bothering with people. But you were never like that and that’s what I really loved about you. I’ve just hurt so many people in the past that I’m tired of it. I don’t wanna hurt you or anyone else by making reckless decisions. I just want to prove to you and others that I’m willing to change if you and others would just give me a chance. I’m sorry for always pushing you away. I just always thought I was hurting you by having you get involved in my shit that was never about you or had anything to do with you. I was just trying to find myself and figure out what I’m supposed to do with my life. Because at this point in my life I don’t know what do. I’m not talking to people, I’m beginning t...