Blog Post 84
People got me fucked up to the moon and back for not understanding that I'm 20 years old and I can say, post, tweet, feel, and do whatever the fuck I please. So for you to come up to me and complain to me about me not being this and that can go suck on whatever little dick trump has cause I'm not some toy you can just assemble and have it work to your needs.
People wanna act as if I'm forcing them to be around me or some shit when in reality I'm not trying to have anyone in my life telling me how I should dress or be because I've never been the type to really give a fuck about the shit that people tell me to do ever since I came to the States, so what the fuck makes you think I'm going to start now? Like the fuck?
I admit I'm not perfect and I don't really care to be perfect or whatever it is that society wants to force me into because at the end of the day I'm still going to be me and that's all I really know how to be. I'm not trying to be picture perfect and I don't care if I fight someone that kept talking shit and didn't know when to shut the hell up. I'm really not sorry for any of my previous actions because I really couldn't give two fucks about the shit that I do.
You can't change me! You will never get inside of my head! You think you have me figured out bt 2 seconds later I got you fucked up and you have no clue as to who I really am! If I haven't known you for like a few years then why the fuck would I give you 100% of me when you only show 1% of your true self? Like that makes no sense to me what so ever. So I mean like hop off my dick why don't ya?!
One last fucking thing.
I hate/can't fucking stand people who tell me "NOT TO BE ME". Like what am I supposed to be then? You? Someone, who's fake, someone who hides behind others, someone who can't be independent, someone who can't be trusted, Should I continue? If I can't be me and show the real me then why the fuck would I even bother being with others / make friends with others? I don't know if people are just too stupid or just fucking retarded or just some type of shit. Anyways I'm not fake when I go out in public. I either like you or I fucking leave. There's no point of me staying somewhere and forcing myself to fake a smile with someone I couldn't give two fucks about. This isn't a movie!
Sorry for going all out on this but come on now the year 2017 is going to be over in 11 days so why keep bringing up shit that you know I won't do/acknowledge to doing? Stop worrying about me because believe me, I'm way better off alone!
People wanna act as if I'm forcing them to be around me or some shit when in reality I'm not trying to have anyone in my life telling me how I should dress or be because I've never been the type to really give a fuck about the shit that people tell me to do ever since I came to the States, so what the fuck makes you think I'm going to start now? Like the fuck?
I admit I'm not perfect and I don't really care to be perfect or whatever it is that society wants to force me into because at the end of the day I'm still going to be me and that's all I really know how to be. I'm not trying to be picture perfect and I don't care if I fight someone that kept talking shit and didn't know when to shut the hell up. I'm really not sorry for any of my previous actions because I really couldn't give two fucks about the shit that I do.
You can't change me! You will never get inside of my head! You think you have me figured out bt 2 seconds later I got you fucked up and you have no clue as to who I really am! If I haven't known you for like a few years then why the fuck would I give you 100% of me when you only show 1% of your true self? Like that makes no sense to me what so ever. So I mean like hop off my dick why don't ya?!
One last fucking thing.
I hate/can't fucking stand people who tell me "NOT TO BE ME". Like what am I supposed to be then? You? Someone, who's fake, someone who hides behind others, someone who can't be independent, someone who can't be trusted, Should I continue? If I can't be me and show the real me then why the fuck would I even bother being with others / make friends with others? I don't know if people are just too stupid or just fucking retarded or just some type of shit. Anyways I'm not fake when I go out in public. I either like you or I fucking leave. There's no point of me staying somewhere and forcing myself to fake a smile with someone I couldn't give two fucks about. This isn't a movie!
Sorry for going all out on this but come on now the year 2017 is going to be over in 11 days so why keep bringing up shit that you know I won't do/acknowledge to doing? Stop worrying about me because believe me, I'm way better off alone!