Mak

Is it wrong for me to think of someone who I know I hurt but could never say sorry to? I've been feeling like shit lately for a couple of days now and I usually feel fine and have nothing to worry about. But for some reason a few days ago I had gone back to some old photos from my school days (7th - 12th grade) and I had a photo of someone who I thought I erased from my life and got rid of all photos relating to this person but I guess I fucking missed one. I stared at the photo for like a half an hour just thinking about what I could have done differently while I was having calls, text, and emails coming in. But at that moment when I was staring at the photo, nothing really seemed to matter to me at the time. It was as if that photo had been the key to something that was missing in my life. I don't know I just wasn't really sure as to what that photo had meant / why it was still in my room. I even looked through all of the photos before I had put them back in there place a...

Why do people think I have to give a fuck about their opinions and the shit that they say? I'm done being everyone's puppet. If I want to post a picture that seems controversial or whatever then so fucking be it. I'm sorry for not staying good or whatever but me being good and being happy has never been my priority or whatever. That 's how people wanted me to be but not who I wanted to be. People wanted things out of me that I knew I couldn't deliver so they threw shade and hate. Which I understand somewhat but for you to make death threats or whatever is kind of extreme don't you think? People want to hook me up with random ass bitches but knowing me I don't care to hook up / have a one night stand with some random bitch. If anything I'd actually prefer to be with someone who I care for and would actually care to be around / be seen with. People need to get there head up out their ass and actually learn how life works. I'm sick of people thinking ev...

Okay is this asshole retarded as fuck or what because he can't seem to stop fucking spamming me with dm's and it's hella fucking annoying? All I ever fucking did was comment "Can someone please impeach this so-called president already" and he fucking @ me and put his two fucking useless cents in and tried to come at me when I fucking came back and put him in his place and told him I'm not in fucking high school so watch who you fucking @ before you get slaughtered and then I blocked him. I honestly don't get why he had to fucking add me on everything but it's hella strange and creepy for me and once again I blocked his ass. I'm sorry if you don't like me because I'm not a Trump supporter or whatever the fuck but you being hella creepy on my social media and direct messaging me is very unnecessary. Here is where my point of view comes in so enjoy!!! FACT 1: I didn't report your ass I fucking blocked it. FACT 2: No shit ...

!!!THIS IS A FUCKING RANT!!! People who have these online dating profiles can seriously go suck a clowns dick since they wanna play games and fuck with peoples lives and shit. It's just so disturbing how people have online dating profiles and think they have to lie and put down shit that makes them seem nice/datable or whatever it is that they were going for. But me knowing and understanding how the online world works if it looks good then it's fake if it doesn't look good and it looks normal then it's real. So I don't know how people keep falling for people with these so-called great bios with things that just make me sick.  I will never sign up for some dating site because it's a waste of time. You just sit there wasting time hoping someone contacts you when in reality I could be out there chasing some god damn paper checks. Not waiting for some dumb ass to contact me who doesn't even live in the same city/state as me. If I wanted someone to do that I woul...

Well, I'm just going to get straight to the point with this blog post. I got all four wisdom teeth taken out on Friday the 12th and holy fuck the aftermath of having your wisdom teeth taken out is irritating and annoying from my point of view. I'm not sure how others experience there pain but mine was just awful. I had to take painkillers and then I kept feeling sick from taking them so I finally just made myself throw up and after that my stomach felt a lot better. But my mouth still hurt and for some reason, the left side is the only side hurting. The right side is fine so I don't know if I fucked up the stitches on the left side or I have a dry socket. So I mean this pain is not fun. So yesterday the 14th I got a phone call from a store that applied for to get a job at and I was still sleeping when they called so I was so out of it and I looked to see who called me and it was a (252) area code number so I googled the number to see who it was and it was a store in the mal...