Blog Post 90

Why do people think I have to give a fuck about their opinions and the shit that they say? I'm done being everyone's puppet. If I want to post a picture that seems controversial or whatever then so fucking be it.

I'm sorry for not staying good or whatever but me being good and being happy has never been my priority or whatever. That 's how people wanted me to be but not who I wanted to be. People wanted things out of me that I knew I couldn't deliver so they threw shade and hate. Which I understand somewhat but for you to make death threats or whatever is kind of extreme don't you think?

People want to hook me up with random ass bitches but knowing me I don't care to hook up / have a one night stand with some random bitch. If anything I'd actually prefer to be with someone who I care for and would actually care to be around / be seen with.

People need to get there head up out their ass and actually learn how life works. I'm sick of people thinking everything is as it seems when in reality it's anything but that. People keep saying I should try out for modeling and all this other bullshit dealing with photographers in my face and shit when in reality I fucking hate having pictures taken of me.

I know it might come out as a shock! But I honestly can't fucking stand having people telling me to smile and how to pose and all this other shit. I just take a pic, add a filter and post it. I don't have time for these fucking makeup artist and all that dumb shit. I just wanna show what I'm capable of posting and how well my photo skills are. Nothing more.

I got people saying I need to go ahead and make a truce with a person I have no contact with / care to contact nor do I want to find their contact information. I don't know why people have to force others to be with someone just because they looked cute together or whatever. Yeah, we looked cute but behind closed doors, you have no idea as to what was really happening. So for you to tell me you know what happened is fucking selfish because you don't know shit.

People need to stay the fuck out my life and just live their own fucking life. I honestly have problems with people who are all about another person's life when in reality they have their own fucking life to live so why can't they just stick to that? Got people asking me to do this and that and I simply just block them because I'm not going to be yelled at by someone just so they can get their way.

Anyways this was just a little bit of my current life situations I've been going through for about a week now. So hopefully you understand my point of view and if you can't then why are you on my blog?