Mak

Painful Memory Let's just say I remember my past finally and for someone who hasn't remembered anything about there past for 20 Years, 5 Months and 28 Days sure has a lot to say. So sit tight and relax cause this shit is about to be long as fuck. Why would you purposely take a young innocent child's happiness and childhood away from them and act as if it was no big deal? Do you know how sick you have to be to do that sort of thing? All this time I've been thinking it's just who I am and how my life is supposed to be a how I'm supposed to be living it. But in reality, it's not. So you got inside my head somehow and have been in it fucking shit up while everyone keeps judging me for the things I'm doing which apparently I thought were right but in reality, they aren't. Looking back at those videos made me keep asking myself as to what went wrong? What happened to me to go from being a happy and likable kid to a mean and aggressive person?...

Take It As It Is People ask me on the daily what it is that I want in life and I always ignore them because how can I know what I want in life when life changes and things tend to fade away. But when it comes to me knowing what I don't want in life it's a fucking list. I guess I just don't care to see life as a WANTING situation. I see life as a UNWANTING situation and it's kind of been that way since 7th grade. People only want to take take take and never think about what would happen next. But for someone like me who's been through some rough experiences with life and pain, I don't care to want anything out of life. I just keep living life without a fuck to give and it's very clear that I don't care to make temporary friends. So I mean life for me is basic I guess and simple in a way.  People want to tell me to do this and that but never explain to me what it is that I'm actually doing. So I give them a fucking attitude and walk away. I can't t...

Leave Me Alone I'm about to be hella real with this topic. So if you're easily offended then this isn't for you so please just leave! What the fuck is it with people that I don't know/don't give a fuck about coming up to me and opening up their mouths? Do you not see that I have my earbuds in my ears listening to music minding my own fucking business? Oh, you can? Oh okay, so what the fuck made you think you could open up your mouth and talk to me considering your ass would get ignored and pushed to the side? Like were you dropped on your head or something? You must not have a high enough IQ since you think you can randomly just talk to me as if I'm going to stop everything I'm doing and listen to what you have to say.  People who randomly walk up to me make me sick basically. For example, I was out downtown by the river just walking minding my own god damn business listening to music bout to go climb to the top of the stadium and some random guy ...