Blog Post 102
Take It As It Is
People ask me on the daily what it is that I want in life and I always ignore them because how can I know what I want in life when life changes and things tend to fade away. But when it comes to me knowing what I don't want in life it's a fucking list.
I guess I just don't care to see life as a WANTING situation. I see life as a UNWANTING situation and it's kind of been that way since 7th grade. People only want to take take take and never think about what would happen next. But for someone like me who's been through some rough experiences with life and pain, I don't care to want anything out of life. I just keep living life without a fuck to give and it's very clear that I don't care to make temporary friends. So I mean life for me is basic I guess and simple in a way.
People want to tell me to do this and that but never explain to me what it is that I'm actually doing. So I give them a fucking attitude and walk away. I can't tell if people are just around me to waste my damn time or if they're potentially trying to help me. But either way, I honestly don't care about other human beings. I don't have sympathy for others and I lack the feeling to care about others. So you trying to continuously force your way into my life just so I can care for you is a waste of everyone's time. So please just stay the fuck out my life. I don't care for just anyone and I don't plan on just giving free care cards to just random ass people who only seem to focus on all the negatives with me and don't even know the real me and what I'm really like to just chill with.
So until people stop having my name in their mouth and stop judging me for something I thought I was doing to better myself I will never care for others. No matter how good I try to be people always want to talk shit. So that's why I stopped doing shit for other people and don't rely on other people. I'm independent as hell and don't pay any attention to others who are in need of assistance. You may call it being rude and selfish but I call it fucking facts. So get over it!
People want to criticize me for doing things that either they can't comprehend or they're just too stupid to realize that I don't care what others think of me and what I do upsets them. I've been upsetting people since I came to the United States. So basically 14 years and you think I'm just going to stop and give a single fuck considering the fact that this has been happening for 14 years? If you thought NO then congrats!
People don't need to be in my shit trying to change my actions and how I live my own fucking life. The way I live my life gives me experiences and lesson to learn along the way and I honestly hate people who think they're helping me out in life when in reality they're just slowing me down from me reaching my full potential and just enjoying life. So take it as it is and move the fuck on.
I know I'm being hella negative in this but in all honesty, get your head up out of your ass and actually pay attention and comprehend what it is I'm actually trying to do and if you're too dumb to do that then shit let me explain it to you.
- I no longer have the audacity to care about anyone or anything as a matter of fact.
- I don't care to play these relationship kiddy ass games. You either want to be in a relationship for the long run or you get the fuck up out of my life.
- I'm don't care for people I just met like 2 seconds ago. This isn't a fucking family reunion so get out my face and leave me alone.
- I hate making friends and I hate having people thinking they can just walk up all on me as if I'm just a floor.
- I enjoy being Anti-Social and I definitely enjoy having people out my life and out of my business.
Now that I've explained it to you in a simpler term. It shouldn't be hard to comprehend.
Anyways take it as it is or don't bother with my existence.