Blog Post 105
I Guess I'll Never Be Good Enough So I've been doing a lot of thinking and that's something I usually stand clear of doing. But for some reason, the only things that keep coming into my mind are my actions from my past and a girl from my past as well. I keep thinking to myself that maybe there's a way for us to just come to a realization and make things right but every time that happens my depression hits and anxiety triples. So I don't know what to do besides: 1. Move back to my place of birth which is overseas 2. See a therapist which I'm highly against doing 3. Killing myself so I can stop having to remember my past & her in general I guess I'm just tired of people telling me that I'll never be this or that. Cause right now I don't even know what I want. So me having to hear others talk shit to me and talk me down on shit that I think I'm good at and know I can do isn't helping my case. It honestly makes it even h...