Mak

???   So I visited my old middle school today and talked to one of the counselors I would always talk to about personal things I'm dealing with and she brought up a person I have a hard time acknowledging/talking about. So this is for her. I'm not sure what this is at the moment but I know for a fact that all my feelings towards her is how this post came to be. Call it strange/weird or whatever the fuck but it's true. Without my feelings for her, this post would have never been published. I'm not trying to hurt you like I did before. That's why I haven't talked to you in almost 6 years and I know me not reaching out to was probably killing you but I remember you telling me to stop reaching out to you so that's what I did. I never meant to get on your bad side. I only wanted the best for you and us in general. But I now see that was never going to be the case and for that, I'm truly sorry. I know I kept trying but I guess my efforts just weren...

I'm Back Sorry I've been gone for a long time but I've just had to gather all my thoughts and figure out what it is that I needed to talk about and address/set somethings straight. So let's go ahead and get right into it. But please note all of this is strictly personal and from my point of view on things. So without further ado let's get into it. For starters, there are only two people living in the house. Mom and me + 2 dogs but they're not human so we aren't going to include them in this. Anyways we do our own thing at our own time. We see and talk to each other but we don't ever ask about one another. We kinda just focus on ourselves only and not pay too much attention to one another. Mom works and I do whatever it is that doesn't involve me getting arrested and put in jail. I tend to just stay to myself and not talk to people unless it's through snap or text. But other than that I don't talk to people outside of my group. I'...