Blog Post 117
You Got Me Fucked Up
You got me fucked up thinking I'm cheating in a relationship. I don't cheat because that's something only ungrateful ass motherfuckers be doing. I tend to keep private with my relationships and ignore people out in public knowing damn well I'm seeing someone. So that's why I don't be talking to people. Also, why would I cheat when this person makes me happy? Like you really gotta stop playing yourself. If you're happy with someone then you'll do everything you can to make sure you don't fuck it up. Prime example ME!! Why do you think I'm not talking to any of you? Look at you looking mad stupid for trying to flirt with someone who already has somebody to give his attention to.
But in all honesty, I don't cheat. I have been cheated on a few times so I know what it's like and what it can do to a person afterward so I don't even think about doing it. It makes people not want to get close to someone, makes them stay away from a relationship, makes them question everything a person says to them and it just makes them question their past. I would know because I did all those things except for the cheating part. The only thing I've ever cheated on were math tests. So there you have it. I'm a Kazakhstani who never cheated on a person but I cheated the fuck out of a math test though.
But seriously I don't see the need for someone to cheat on a person they claim to love and cherish or just love in general. I just don't see the need for it if you both claim that things are going well with one another. I guess my standards are just too high for me to deal with cheaters after my past relationships. I don't know but either way, I don't fuck with cheaters or just people who claim I cheated when in fact I never thought about it.
Just wish some people who are in these relationships would notice all the red flags that are being handed to them. But I think some of these people are just blind or something when it comes to love. But anyway I'm done talking about this cheating topic considering I've never done it before so I technically can't describe what it's like to cheat on someone but I know people who have done it and their stories aren't that amusing for some reason which is kind of a bummer in a way.