Blog Post 149
I Don't Want to Fall in Love... Look before you get the wrong idea about this post let me just say I'm not in that state of mind to fall in love with you right now. I just think someone like you should deserve better and I can't give you that right now. So I've decided to take a few steps back to better myself and get my mental health under control before I end up being something that you hate and before you say this is some excuse to not be with you it's not. I just don't want you to think you're wasting your time on me or I'm wasting my time with you because me talking to you makes me really happy and when I'm not talking to you it's almost like hell in a way. I don't know. Maybe this thing we have is how it's supposed to go but why does it feel so great one moment and confusing the next? Am I doing something wrong or am I just overthinking every outcome when it comes to the decisions I make with you? I feel like me making a mista...