Mak

Life is a Lie Thought I'd be done with all of this back and forth but it turns out I'll never be over you or it and it's got me thinking that maybe it would just be best if I ended it all. I keep having thoughts about it just being a masquerade and in disguise but in reality, it's just me not wanting to face reality when I know reality isn't what I'm meant for. I only see what I want to see and forget about things that I can't understand or things that I just can't help.  So maybe this decision that I chose for myself is how it's gotta be from now on. I can't keep hurting those I care most about anymore because it puts me in the worst place possible and I'm tired of being in that place. I feel like every move I make is being criticized and talked about in the worst way possible when I'm just doing the best I can. It just kills me knowing those closest to me and share the most memories with would treat it as a joke and tell me to ...