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Blog Post 154

Fuck the System This post is about to be offensive to anyone that's a racist or doesn't approve of BLACK LIVES MATTER & think COP/PIGS can get AWAY WITH MURDER. So with that being said, I suggest you get off my site. I'm going to go ahead and start with the people that think killing / murdering an innocent black man over a forged check is okay and don't care to see any kind of problem with that. Because it kind of makes me wonder if you have a mental illness or if you just don't care about people unless they're matching with your "COLOR" of race.  You dumb fucking pieces of shit are "SUPPOSED" to make communities we live in "SAFE" but instead you make it feel like we're your prisoners. Can you see and comprehend the problem that I have with this shit or are you so one-sided you only choose to see and hear what you want on your own time? If that's the case let me know so I can get the fuck out of your way so I do...

Blog Post 153

I Quit For those trying to find my social media accounts don't bother. I deleted all things relating to social media and I also deleted a lot of unnecessary contacts off my phone and only receiving calls from contacts only. I've made the decision to just go and be a ghost online meaning if you Google me there will be zero results of me. I'm tired of always having people telling me what I can and can't post on social media and just other things that are just toxic to me that I can't deal with. I'm removing myself from everyone that I once knew and had some sort of connection with other than family members. I will no longer be answering any calls from people from my past or anyone that's basically not a family member of mine or co-worker. I just really need to distance myself from people and focus on myself and making money right now. I'm getting bored of these games that people keep trying to invite me into and thinking it's going to matter to m...

Blog Post 152

Why Now? How come I waited so long to finally look deeper into my real parents and my past life to find out that they had people in their lives who were involved with terrorism acts? Now I'm not necessarily saying my birth parents were involved or in on the terror attacks that were happening I'm just saying I think there are clues that people around them and who they were associated with were involved in terror activities. So I guess them putting me in the orphanage was their way of making sure I didn't get involved or have any kind sight of it. Even though sooner or later they'd somehow find out that I'd find out the truth about them and the reason's behind me being put into an orphanage. I don't know how I'm supposed to feel exactly right now considering things like this aren't something you should go about by yourself but knowing me and wanting more info on my birth parents and everything that there was so I could understand myself more w...

Blog Post 151

Never got the Chance Going off the top here so I apologize if I say something rude or offensive. I've been so fucked up lately thinking about you and I know you don't have any reasons to talk to me but I think I have a lot to say to you even though you think I don't. I understand you see me as someone who keeps everything to himself and doesn't tell anyone his problems but to a select group of people and for that I'm sorry. I wish you could see that isn't how I want it to be. I wish I could just come to you whenever I wanted or whenever you needed and let me explain to you what it is I think or feel and just be honest with you like I've always been. But a lot has changed and it's primarily my fault so I don't expect you to feel any type of shame or guilt because you shouldn't. I feel like so much has happened between us two that I needed to go through a phase where I became a ghost to you and let you move on knowing I'd come back to yo...