Mak

Fuck You Honestly what more can I say? I'm sorry you thought I was kind and nice but in reality, I'm not. I simply mind my business and only respond if it's worth my time. So you saying I'm ignoring you and being disrespectful is kind of out of pocket when you simply just didn't catch my interest. So with that being said stop blowing up my phone, and get a fucking life because I promise you, you don't want me to expose your shit and leak your address. Some of you just need to understand I really don't care as to what you say or do to me but I will remember it and deal with it in my own way with or without your approval. So if your shit gets hacked, leaked, exposed, or fucked basically that's out of my jurisdiction because I told you not to fuck with me and I'm not going to repeat myself just to prove a point. I'll have my point proven within the next day or within a few days depending on the schedule and how upset I am. I'm not the type to le...

Never Meant for This to Happen I swear it gets worse by the day knowing this life I'm living is a lie and nobody even knows it. I can never come to reality as to what I want in my life and who I want in my life. I like being me and doing what I like but when it comes to talking to those who are close to me I freeze up on topics such as seeing someone or even mentioning someone to them. I guess there's just too much stress and anxiety in my life right now for me to accept the fact that I like what I like and can't help it. I don't know why but I feel comfortable with doing the things that I'm doing it's just I know people around me are going to have a problem with it and I don't think I'm ready for them to leave my life over something that should be normal but apparently isn't right now. Maybe if I just numb all the thoughts and feelings things will be okay but then I'll never understand how to truly feel about people or certain things that happen...