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Blog Post 164

I Find You Useless  I find it interesting how people ask me if I’m in a relationship and when I reply with no they see me as an outcast and just laugh at me. Which is fine considering I don’t really fucks with most people that I meet so I get where they’re coming from. But since when does being single / independent have to be a weird thing? I’ve been alone for so long that I don’t know how to be with somebody else. It’s hard and feels uncomfortable for me being with someone for more than an hour. Feels like I’m invading their space and I just end up leaving without an explanation other than it’s been chill but I got to go. Not sure if it’s because I pushed everyone away from me for getting too attached or just simply because I didn’t care to be bothered and have people getting in the way of my life and end up being dragged into shit I have no interest in acknowledging. But either way I don’t regret it. I only regret giving them the option to stay or leave when they should’ve just l...