Blog Post 165

It's Not Real

I could go on about how feelings get in the way of my judgment but that’s just an excuse to not feel and besides everyone around me knows feelings aren’t something I choose to have. So why you tripping over me not being able to acknowledge how I feel when it comes to you? Sometimes I just wanna be neutral about everything that goes on and only react when necessary. Somethings just don’t need to be acknowledged other than pain or regret and that’s something I know nothing about. 

I have no knowledge of regret. I only do what needs to be done and call it a day. If you felt like my doings were in the wrong then keep it to yourself cause I won’t care considering the damage has already been done. There's nothing you or I can do about the shit I did. We can only move on from it and go about it a different direction if it ever comes up again. Not saying there’s no room for change because there can be I’m just saying I’m not wasting time on something that can be done instantly. You have your ways of handling shit I have mine. Maybe you’re just weak and still feel remorse over others while I don’t see the need for others. So maybe that’s a sign you should just stop fucking with me and being so into what I do when it’s clear you still care about others and show sympathy for those you don’t even know. 

Maybe this life you chose to see isn’t something you were capable of handling so go home. Not everything you see or hear needs to be told. It’s best to just keep quiet and move in silence. Let those who wonder find out for themselves. We have nothing left to offer other than the truth that can’t be told. We lie to keep things hidden and only leak things when times are hard just to keep ourselves sane and focus on what’s really important. Nothing that we do is for fun and laughs. We have agendas and we plan on using our tactics to the best of our abilities. You can try and stop us but once you lose sight of us you’ll never find us again.