Mak

Gotta Let You Go People claim I’ve changed and all this other shit claiming I’m not myself and just saying I need to get my shit together and shit like that just pisses me off. I‘m not saying sorry or acknowledging anything I do anymore because I know exactly what I’m doing and if you feel some type of way about it then just remove yourself from the situation (my life). It’s simple logic really. Stop being a control freak and just let me do whatever I feel like. You’re so annoying trying to get a glimpse of my personal life that you’re losing sight of your own life. So when I tell you no or I can’t you wanna catch an attitude and start shit with me knowing damn well I’m just going to ignore you and move on.  Stop suffocating me into always being available for your personal needs. If we didn’t have history like I know we do you’d be on your one way trip to hell. You only call and reach out when you’re in need of drugs or money and I’m not that person you can call up asking for that ...

Should've Never Walked In Honestly I don’t have a way of putting this in a short and easy way. All I know is I’ve always had feelings for you the moment I stepped foot in that classroom and now that I’m older and looking back on certain life choices me stepping foot inside that classroom and laying eyes on you was the biggest mistake I’ve ever made. I caught feelings and said things I shouldn’t have said so I got angry at myself and became distant and heartless towards you and others. But it was mostly towards you and I hated every minute of it. I tried to reach out to make it better but I never felt like the timing was ever right and me feeling like I’ve hurt you or was going to end up hurting you never sat well with me.  I wanted to die so bad that I end up being in a rehab facility because I didn’t know how to control any of my feelings. So when I left the facility I ended up just being numb and had no feelings towards anything or anyone. I wanted to talk to you the moment I ste...