Blog Post 174

I Never Cared

Let me just go ahead and be upfront with this shit so it’s clear to everyone who reads/sees this. I personally do not give a single fuck about anyone. I’ve only ever cared about one person and it literally hurt like hell trying to be there for them and making sure I was who they needed me to be. I never asked for change but yet here they are trying to change me and making me their puppet without my consent. It’s annoying seeing someone who you thought cared and appreciated you for you but instead, they just used you without a second thought on what it would do to them in the long run.

I feel like acknowledging emotions is the last thing I should be doing. Emotions get in the way of telling people how you really feel about certain situations. I don’t care how long I’ve known you for if you’ve done me dirty I’m calling you out and going from there. I’m not the one who just sits on the sidelines waiting for shit to die down. Fuck that! If I got something on my mind and you’re the person responsible for what happened then expect to be called out! I don’t know what kind of game you planned on playing thinking it would shut me up but please never be that stupid again. Because I could’ve sworn your ass got exposed and you received death threats over the shit you did. So if you really wanna play that game with me again we can take it there. But last time I checked you stopped going out because of what I said. But hey continue if you want. Just know I’m not going to be held responsible for the shit they do to you over the internet and in person. That’s all on you!

People really need to learn their lessons one way or another. I don’t care if I hit a nerve or cause psychological damage to them. It’s either you leave me alone or get dealt with the facts on how motivated I am to getting shit done and eliminating those who stand in my way. I don’t care for this or that and looking like the bad guy when the only bad guy in the room was the person who opened their mouth first. I already know my limits and how far I’m willing to go to make sure it doesn’t happen again. Tired of these self-centered dicks thinking they can go around talking shit about this and that without knowing all the facts. You sound hella fucking stupid thinking you got it all figured out when you’re barely even on the right topic. Just shut the fuck up already!

I’m done keeping things to myself and walking away like certain shit didn’t faze me. I honestly just wanna go handle certain things my way and be done. I don’t need people holding me back telling me they’re not worth it. A lot of things aren’t worth my time or doing but one thing about me is if you mention a certain name regardless of what it was about there’s no going back from it because you should’ve known better than to have that name in your mouth. It’s disrespectful to me and to that person you mentioned because one, you don’t know them at all and what they’re worth and for you to disrespect them like they mean nothing to me is where you really fucked up because I’ll never be able to control my actions when it comes to them and I’ll never put the blame on myself for doing what was right regardless if you get hit by a car or sent to the hospital. You’re the one who wanted to talk all that shit so you’re gonna end up like shit after I find you even if that means it’s at your job, school, house, friend's house, etc. You’re not a ghost so tracking someone down like yourself should be a walk in the park.