Mak

I Should Have Known Better! It hurts knowing I did my best to get it right with you just for you to tell me there was another person in the mix. I'm not sure what to do or say right now. I just thought that things could last but I was a fool for thinking that when it came to you. I just wish you would've been upfront the day I asked to be friends. It would have saved me so much time and money if you would have been upfront with me! I should have listened to my friends and blocked you the day you caused me to overthink everything I do. I wish I knew what your intentions really were. But from everything that I analyzed, it was only about the money and nothing else. It sucks I got played and used just for that. I really thought I was making things right and doing my best to treat you right. But I guess you never cared about my doings and what you meant to me. I will never forgive myself for how well I treated you and how much I opened up to you just for you to make me bad the guy ...

I don’t know it’s just so much to process all at once! Why is it that whenever we link it’s all good and well but as soon as I ask a simple yes or no question you wanna ignore it and leave me on read? I’m not trying to lose my cool or anything … it’s just all my friends & family are telling me to let you go.. and I hate the thought of doing it because so far it’s been going really well it’s just things like answering a simple yes or no question you can’t seem to do for some reason. I don't know I just thought things would be different and even with me not doing anything things still don’t seem to go well. So it’s just all an eh at this point with you. I’m not sure what more I can do/need to do for us to remain friends / whatever this is that we have. I just know It would suck letting go of everything that I managed to work so hard on with you just for it to no longer exist. So I’m just gonna give it some time and let you decide if it’s worth it because for me it’s all a blur an...