Mak

I Give Up Let's face it, you won and I lost! I was only right about one thing and that was things can never be good between people from my past. Things just always end up going to shit no matter how hard I try to make things right! Things will continue to spiral out of my control every time. I need to just focus on new people and stop caring for those from my past. I wish I still had you in my life but it's too late for all that. I already moved on somehow. I wish I hadn't but I did. I guess me analyzing everything that went down from the beginning to the end really made me realize that I was never the issue, it was you! It just hurts and sucks hella shit that I put all the blame on myself just so I didn't end up hurting you! But maybe hurting you like you hurt me wouldn't have been so bad. But that's no longer me so I can't resort to that sort of doing. I can only let shit be how it is and just move on from it. I can't hate you or dislike you, I can onl...