Blog Post 198

Update on the Shit that's Been Going on Lately!

So things have been going pretty well so far now that I've taken some time off social media and deleted primarily all of my accounts other than the accounts I use to promote or simply just post things that matter to me. Such as my blog site and the site where I post all my photos aka "the archive". I've been taking things pretty slow lately. Not really in a rush to be seen or heard so I'm just doing things that I enjoy and staying out of sight basically.

I ended up purchasing another camera, but it's from the Canon line instead of the Sony line due to the price and considering I've always wanted one just because. So I ended up buying the Canon g7x mark 2 and I'm already planning on taking it with me everywhere I go since it's compact and basically easy to use now that I spent a whole day figuring out all the settings and setting it up to my liking. But I'm also thinking of getting the Sony ZV-1 just to add to my Sony collection. I don't know man, I really enjoy buying cameras and lenses and just figuring out how to get the most out of them regardless of how much I spent on them. 

I've also made it very clear to my family members that I am willing to move to New York in the next 3-5 years because I have nothing left to gain from being in the current city that I'm at. I already don't get along with people and the people here just make it 10x worse for me. I need to get away and just forget about the life I created for myself in North Carolina. I'm looking forward to the move so I can be closer to my family and the mountains so I can go snowboarding and improve my photography skills with all the things the city has to offer me.

I just think my life here in North Carolina is coming to an end and I need a change of scenery and just meet new people. I'm tired of having to meet people who have mutual friends and having shit end because someone ended up getting jealous or just simply always in some drama over the smallest shit. I just need something simple and not back and forth all the time. I just want to forget about ever having friends and just stick to what I do best. Which is blogging and taking pics. It's simple and doesn't involve people. So it's the best of both worlds for me who's an introvert.

I've really been focusing on the whole staying away from people and just trying to find things that I enjoy and picking up a new hobby here and there just to see if it's something I enjoy. I tried a few new things but they were kind of eh cause most of them involved either alcohol or just drugs and I'm fine with that it's just I'm not trying to do that every weekend ya know. So I got out of that scene and just focused on some other shit. Such as night photography which I'm kind of okay at but not an expert at. So I started practicing night shots again and it's going pretty well. I just wish it wasn't so hot outside considering I'm out anywhere from 11pm to 3 in the morning and in bed by 5am from the editing. So it's kind of eh but also kind of like a high for me because I'm doing something I enjoy and nobody is around to watch or see what I do!

But other than that, I'm basically just chilling and avoiding all signs of drama and bullshit that people bring along with them. I'm steady vibing and doing me. I've stopped caring about my past doings and just started focusing on other shit just to distract myself from ever going back to the past. But yeah, I'm good, simply put!