Blog Post 218

Cold Blooded

I really want certain niggas dead. Got too much pride to have my shit disturbed and by the looks of things it's clear to me that my alter ego is out and about so fuck you and all the shit you do. I don't care about this or that when in reality you just need to hop up off my shit and suck a dick for all I care. I put money on your life hoping one day you get your karma just for my amusement. I got tired of all the games that I ended up getting even with those I no longer wanted around me. I cut ties and let them drown because what's the point of having dead weight around? Makes no sense to me so fuck it. I ended up killing off the good side of me and ended up bringing out the evil side so if you're ready to hang with the demon then let me know cause that's all I am at this point. So if I seem off or uncontrollable there's a reason, I just won't be acknowledging it.

I can tell that you're getting mad so why don't you come and run into this fist and get your shit rocked for the night. I'm tired of taking the high road when all I want to do is just kill you all and get a good night's sleep. I'm not looking for you or care about your whereabouts but if it's on sight then let it be. I'm no longer into being the nice guy. Been that for too damn long and look how fucked that shit's been for me. I'm no longer the same kid or have the same mentality as I once did, so let's just get into it and see what happens because it's game over for everyone wanting to be involved. I'll end all this shit as soon as I feel satisfied but until then I'll keep doing what I have to so my point gets across the room. I no longer care to be respected or treated a certain way that portrays me to be the good guy when in reality we all know that's not my thing. You will never catch me lacking so go ahead and try me you pussy ass bitch and see how much of a fuck I give when I'm on your neck laughing away as you suffocate.

Niggas stay laughing when I'm keeping mental notes on how to end their shit knowing damn well I'm better off alone and not bothering with others. Got too much anxiety to be worrying about others who don't be doing shit for me. It's such a waste of space and time to be involved with others at this point. I just want to be left alone and keep calm from all my thoughts because there's no stopping what I'm bout to do next and what I'm willing to do next is not for the kind-hearted. So fuck it and let's see what happens cause at this point I've got nothing left to lose other than my own life. I don't care about none of this shit anymore. I want to simply do my thing and get the hell out. I'm not here for games or attention. It's just me and my demonic ways right now so get involved if you want but if I were you I'd avoid all knowledge of me. It's just easier and better for everyone around.