Blog Post 230

You Didn't Care

I could tell that shit was done from the moment you started acting shady with every move you made! But I sat back and watched as you moved the way you did for months just to gather all the facts and hand it back to you so you could see that I’m not as slow as you might have thought I was! I might have played my part but you chose to think it was the real me when in all honesty I was just putting on a front for you so you wouldn’t think anything of it! I did my best to match your energy just to find out your energy levels were so damn low compared to mine. I never cared to be involved in your doings because I saw no point in it because everyone around me would just tell me the shit that went on with you anyways. It was all too easy sitting back and getting all the facts! Shit if I got paid for just sitting back and watching it all unfold I’d be set for life! It’s just funny how you really thought you could be out and about doing you thinking I wouldn’t find out. But I always find things out since I have my inside sources with just about everything that goes on with those I associate with. What a foolish mistake you made! I had you looking stupid the whole damn time while I was chilling sipping on all the tea that came my way! I bout laughed at certain moments because of all things that were being said.

I kept giving you the benefit of the doubt just for you to play the game over and over only to keep losing in the end! It’s no big deal since you were never the one I was really focusing on helping or giving my attention to! I just stuck around to see how your actions would take effect in it all! I became so uninterested in all the shit that you were doing that even when people came to me and exposed the shady shit you were doing I just acted as if was the norm and didn’t care to ask questions! I just accepted it and looked the other way! I was never into the whole drama scene but being with you made me realize that you were the drama and it was so damn draining! Day by day it was always something new to look forward to and I think that’s why I stuck around for so long! I wanted every bit of information that I could get my hands on just to expose you for the person you really were! I didn’t care to stop getting information because the more I got the more I got addicted to it! I had so much shit on you that it just became a book to read at the time! It was like a timeline of events that turned into a movie playing back in my head all at once to make me understand how fucked up you really are!

You kept running your mouth day in and day out just to get a reaction out of me knowing damn well you would just be wasting your time. I never cared to react to you or your doings because nothing good would have come out of it! I loved the thought of me being neutral towards everything you did because I knew it would have pissed you off and you being pissed off put a smile on my face even though I never displayed it because it let me know I was getting to you and you couldn’t do anything about it. I had the upper hand the whole time just for you to try and catch up knowing you would never reach my level of position! It was so satisfying watching you struggle trying to get to me knowing I was better off without you! It was never that serious to me but for you, it was all you seemed to care about and it was just funny to watch! I finally got what I wanted and you hated that for me! So you did everything you could to take it away from me even though I had already moved on with my life and away from you! You tried so desperately to get my attention just to fall behind and burn out! Nothing felt better than knowing I had left you in the dust and got everything I needed while remaining neutral the whole time! It was such a nice experience knowing I could manipulate the manipulator at its own game for a second time! What a time to be alive!!

I bet you’re stuck wondering where you went wrong or the fact that you should’ve done better when you knew from the start I wasn’t going to be that easy to fool! But you did it anyways thinking it was going to be set and stone for you! But it wasn’t because I chose to let you do everything you normally do so I could get all the details on how to end you! I never cared to hide the bleeding pain you brought out of me, I only cared to get all the facts and the facts only. I didn’t care how much it hurt or how I got them I just wanted them! I did all could to find a way out that when the facts finally started coming in it was all too easy to end it with you! I chose to let it all unfold after I overloaded with the facts and let you see how much shit and pain you were causing me only for you to block me at the end of it because you knew you had finally taken a loss in the game and I had finally cut ties with you! I had no purpose to sit back and watch anymore after everything was all laid out in front of you from beginning to end! You finally saw for the first time what I was capable of doing and you got scared and ran and I don’t blame you! Shit, I’d be scared too if someone was only sticking around just to get the facts and find a way to ruin my reputation for the worst! So for that I don’t blame you but damn you really should’ve seen it coming! I even told you why and when but you thought it was just a joke when it really wasn’t! So that’s on you because I’m still chilling and doing good away from you and your shit!!