Blog Post 232
Nah It's Cool
I’m just done with you, it, and everything involved! I don’t know what made you become so hateful and disrespectful towards me when all we were doing was talking. You acted as if I was in the wrong when you were the one keeping contact with me knowing I didn’t care to get involved! I was just there making sure you were good and well and what did you need up doing? You ended up trashing me into the dirt and honestly, I’m not okay with that! You were the last person I expected to do me the way you chose to and I’m high-key annoyed about it! But you know it’s cool! You did you, I did me everything is fine and I’m moving on! No hard feelings since my feelings were never in the mix to begin with!
I’m upset you chose to text me the way you did knowing I really cared about your well-being and was there for you through your ups & downs! But now I can see that was just for show to see what I would do and I did the right thing by being there and putting my time into you but shit if I had known you were going to treat me like this I would have just treated you like every other person that tries to talk me. Basically, just have them wait til I felt like they were worth my time to respond but you know what I didn’t because I cared about what you had to say but now that you ended up showing your true colors it’s safe to say I’m done and over you! There’s no point in keeping in touch or keeping up with anything that you do! So please just leave me alone!
I don’t care to hear back from you or care enough to know what your thought process was before it all but whatever it was it’s done and I’m done with you! So just don’t bother asking me for anything that you usually would ask me for and think I’d do them! I’m cutting all ties and contact with you! There’s no point in acknowledging your existence or the crap you do! So just have fun with your roommates and your disrespectful friends that you have such a good time with and just leave me the fuck alone! I should’ve listened to my guy friend and cut you off the moment he ended things with you! I should’ve listened by the looks of it because he was right but I didn’t want to believe it or acknowledge it! I just wanted to see for myself and god damn the kid was right! But I’ll save that for another time because I’m not going to sit here and waste my time bashing someone I used to care about because honestly, that’s just not me! So I’ll simply just say what I have to and walk away wishing you the best of luck because it’s done and over for you and me and I’m totally fine with it!
Not like I ended up showing the best version of myself when I was with you / around you or anything in that manner. I was just simply an ass the whole fucking time who talked you through your situation and was there when you needed/wanted me to be there. Yeah, all that was just me being an ass and creep all for you! Yeah, sure thing! Fuck it! I hated the shit you sent when I rarely ever talk to people to begin with and you just proved why I shouldn’t bother with pretty girls and people in general! It’s always something with y’all that just irks the living hell out of me! It’s like y’all want a reaction out of me from the disrespect you throw my way just to find out you got blocked at the end of it all! Like how does that make it worth your wild/energy? Just leave it alone and leave me alone for fuck sake, because I’m quick to block the disrespect that’s why I prefer to be on my own and isolate myself from others because you guys just prove it time after time that y’all aren’t shit and I have to leave it at that because it’ll never change! So that’s all! Nothing against y’all it’s just I don’t find anything that’s worth my time when being around or dealing with people!
I’ll either end up being the bad guy in the end or I’ll simply just be an extra in someone’s life and that’s fine but god damn tell me the role I’m playing so I don't fuck up! If it’s the villain I’m supposed to play then that’s what I’ll portray and be but if it’s just an extra and nothing more then so be it! Just don’t make me play myself if that’s not what you were looking for. Makes me look stupid as hell and I’m not trying to be seen as the stupid one so do me a favor and tell me the role you need and I’ll go from there! Got me playing myself and treating you like someone I’d die for just to get shitted on in the end! Fuck it, I guess that’s just part of the game and the game got me! Wish I had known sooner and maybe I would’ve been at the winning end instead but like I said it’s too late to do anything about it now! I’m done and walked away from it all so congrats on fucking up another friendship that’ll never make its way back around to you and for making me remember why I hate people once again!