Blog Post 248
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It's crazy to think about the number of people I can hit up to satisfy my needs whenever I need them. So please don't ever think you're the only one I'm fucking with. Yeah, you might be the one I'm with for the moment but after the slightest inconvenience, I'm calling up another and going from there. I don't care to talk about the shit that went wrong. I'd rather just ignore it and go about my day with another one. I don't have to sit back and hear your stupid ass apology. Just pack your shit and leave. You made a mistake and now you're done. Don't bother trying to explain yourself. I've already got my options lined up at the door letting them in so what's the point in you sticking around? You're just gonna end up getting jealous and for what? All because I traded you with someone else? Seems like a cry for help.
You can tell to me to fuck myself however many times you want but it won't change the thought of me kicking you to the curb. You had your way and now it's a dead end for us so just turn back around and find another one. I'm tired of going back and forth with people when I can just simply call it off and find another one within the next few minutes. It's never been something that I cared to do but the way some of y'all be doing me it's like you don't know shit about me and the shit I'm capable of, which is fine because I primarily lay low and don't react but god damn let me show you a thing or two real quick and show you how it's done before you really think I'm slacking.
I just don't care to play my ace or show anyone the things I'm really capable of because I'm not trying to be called out as a showoff or inconsiderate. Yeah, I like the thought of just popping off and letting it be known but there's a time and place for it all and so far it just hasn't been my time nor did I have a need to do the things I should've done from the beginning. I just feel like the majority of the shit I do is a waste of time and has no meaning behind it so I just lay low and I think people see that as a weakness for some reason. I just don't see the point of making everything known and how I really would have reacted to certain shit that happens to me. It's just whatever and all a blur to me so I have no need to react to this or that anymore. Unless it's something serious like life and death then maybe I'll give my attention to it but for the most part I really don't care about anything that goes on.
People come and go like my feelings. So there's always room for change and learning how to go about it all. I don't care to rush into things when the majority of the shit that happens is just for someone to get a reaction out of me and what is the point of that? I'm not an entertainer so why would I bother entertaining people who I don't care about? I just wish to be left alone and unbothered but people don't really understand the concept of that!! It's always something with somebody, but for me, I like things to remain neutral as much as possible and when they aren't I might step in and take a look at what went wrong but after that, it's out of my control. I'll just choose to ignore the situation and go about my day as if it never happened. I hate wasting my time on things that can be easily solved by just ignoring it, but people seem to always wanna dig their way into some shit and make it out to be bigger than it really is. Just step on it and move along. Stop making shit out of nothing.