Blog Post 273

I'm Glad I Met You

If someone was to tell me four months ago that we would make it this far and do all the things we did I would've laughed and said yeah right. But four months later and I've never been happier. I'm so lucky to have you in my life and hopefully, you feel the same way about me. I've never felt this way about anyone in a long time. I've been so closed off to the dating scene and trying to be myself cause I was scared of being mistreated and judged. But with you, it's a different story. All I can think about is just being myself and not this other person people claim I am. I'm much happier nowadays knowing I have someone who cares about me and wants to make the most of it even if they are 4h 48m away from me!! I never thought I would be capable of doing a distant relationship but turns out it's pretty chill and easy for someone like me. We just stay on the phone and basically just give updates on everything we're doing and feeling! I miss the physical touch aspect of it but overall it's just nice knowing you'll always be there for me no matter what..even if it is just a phone call.

You've changed me for the better and let me be myself, even on the days when I wished I was someone else. I keep seeing a better side to you that keeps me wanting more and wanting to be just as perfect and amazing as you even though I know I can never measure up to you. You're one of a kind and you not wanting to change because of what others think is a blessing. You stay true to yourself and that's hard to do nowadays when everyone is telling you how to be and act. I never thought I'd fall in love again but I'm glad I got to experience it with you. The feeling of being in love with you gives me hope that maybe love really is the key to all things. It's just the love we have is unlike anything I've ever dealt with and maybe it's because I'm older and trying to be more active and planning things out with you but also just seeing where things take me but I know for a fact that the love I have for you feels right and the love you're showing back makes me happy and I feel it my heart that you're the one for me.

I can't see myself finding happiness with anyone else. When you're the first person to actually take the time to get to know me and ask what's really wrong when I tell you that I'm fine. You didn't push me away when things got rough or shut me out, instead, you got closer and asked if there was anything you could do to help and that meant everything to me. I know I made you cry over something that should've never happened but if I could undo all the things I did to make you cry I would! It never crossed my mind to hurt you or make you feel sadness in the way that you did. I just want you to be your happy and dorky self. Every time I look at you I get filled with joy knowing that you're all mine. Just one look at you and I'm taken back to the first Facetime call we ever had where I couldn't stop myself from flirting with you! I was such a doofus the first few weeks of being on the phone with you and I still am 4 months later. Nothing has changed it seems with how I feel towards you. If anything my feelings for you feel permanent and are here to stay til death do us part it feels like.