Mak

Just Trying to Process it All If I was to let it all come crashing down and watch it burn to ashes would it ease my pain or will it just make it worse? If I was to let my demons take over would I be a better person or would you hate me even more? If I did only bad would you then realize all the good there was to me? Would there be anything worth saving once I let it out or do I just walk away from it and call it what it is. If the love I gave was so pure then why did it feel like a constant battle with you to get it right? I gave you the chance to see the real me only to get sucked back into seeing the other side of me that is constantly lingering the demons in the background. If the only option was letting go then why'd you have to make us work and fall for everything that is being said and done? You made it out to be so perfect only for it to be ugly in the end. I told you all my secrets just for you to use them against me. I did all I could to make you happy just for you to take...