Blog Post 280

What Else is There to Tell?

Update 1:

So I ended up getting a new job and so far so good. I mean it has only been about 2 1/2 months but it's going pretty good and I have zero complaints/doubts about it for now and in a few weeks my pay increase hits. So I'm really excited about that! I also understand that the cold season is right around the corner so that'll be interesting to see how that goes considering being outside in the cold doesn't seem like the smartest thing to do. But hey if it gets the job done then so be it, I just need to dress for the season I suppose!! 

Update 2:

I finally figured out how to balance out my work life and relationship so now everything is exactly how it should be and my anxiety has severely calmed the fuck down and my worries are no more for now. I guess I was just getting overly obsessed with the new job and the big checks that I failed to realize what was really meaningful to me and that's being involved with the one who truly cares about me and just appreciates me for being me. Even though I get too much in my head at times.

Update 3:

I recently turned 26 and ended up taking a week off work to hang out with my favorite person and just relax and not have crazy and overthinking thoughts occurring. We took a few trips here and there to just get out of town and go do other things and enjoy the little things. We went to Raleigh for the day got some dinner and just walked around downtown taking pics. Went to a coffee shop that I'd never even heard of here in town and it was very cozy so I'll be going back there eventually and we took a day trip to Little Washington for some lunch and got some boba which was surprisingly good considering I'm not much for milk tea but they had like fruit juice flavors so I just got 2 of those and it was definitely worth the money.

Update 4:

I ended up rearranging my place of living, got rid of some things, and added a few things here and there to make it feel more like home. Which is odd since I'm a minimalist and don't really have much to add/care to add things to my place of living that has no meaning to me. But my partner and I decided to rearrange my place and the next thing I know things were being placed here and there and so far so good. Nothing has been moved or changed since their doings.