Mak

I'm No Longer Allowed to Tell You That I Love You I've lost all rights telling you how I really feel about you so I'm coming to you from afar and onto a screen so I can just get it back to where meeting me never mattered. I get that the guy I was at first was a complete angel and no wrongs could be done but to tell you the truth with time that's not me. I get overstimulated with all these negative thoughts and throughout the time of being with me, I lash and overthink about every little thing just to find myself in a position where I end up the bad guy and there's nothing left for me to do but to just walk away from it all. It hurts like hell knowing I get myself into these sort of situations with everyone I come in contact with. I try to play it safe every time but in the end, it's no use. I'll be seen as the bad guy eventually so I let it out and walk away from it all as if nothing ever mattered and they no longer have to deal with the thought of me. My li...

Someone Make It Make Sense Topic #1 : - WORK-LIFE - So I started working at this new job back in August of 2023 and it was going pretty well and whatnot. Ran into a few minor setbacks here and there but got through it and learned from it but tell me why every time I drive & drop off a package at one of the 7 houses in this freaking housing development there's this dude / "customer" so-called calling the office to literally complain every single time. No matter who goes there this dude just calls the office and just says one thing after another and today I was going 3mph over the so-called "speed limit" (10mph) and this dude called the number just to complain about a fucking 3 mph difference in speed. So I'm at home finished with my route waiting for my pickups that were scheduled at 5pm and tell me why I got not one but two different phone calls about the damn 3mph difference from no other than the managers at my job telling me I'm off the schedule f...