Mak

Tired of It All I just wanna go ahead talk my shit and dip. I’m tired of pretending things are fine and having to fake it like I’m okay with people being around me when I’m simply starting to hate everyone around me. I’m at certain stage in life where I just wanna go back to being in the numbing state and out of sight and out of mind. I’m bored of being out and having to do things with others when I simply just wanna sleep and not worry about this and that. My phone at this point is basically an iPod the way I ignore all calls and delete all the text that I get so I don’t have to respond to anything. I miss the feeling of being unwanted and alone high key. I miss the thought of just being to myself and not having to make others happy. I miss the loneliness I guess. I’ve been way too friendly and social lately and its too much to process for me right now. I started to catch myself people pleasing and I had to take a step back because I knew if I didn’t then I would soon just get hurt an...