Blog Post 304

Just In Case We Never Talk Again

Hey Dork, 

I know you've got your school work and grades to focus on but I just wanted you to know that I never meant to make you feel like I was in the way of your doings. I was just wanting to care about your doings and making sure you were safe and if you needed anything I could help in that area for whatever it was you needed help in. I really enjoyed the talks we had and all the time we spent together but I've been thinking lately since you went off to college and I think it's best if we do our own thing and as much it hurts saying it I just wanted to wish you the best. 

I know somewhere down the line we'll meet again but right now I just want you to focus on your studies and I need to focus on my own thing and just let you be. I'm sorry I tried making us seem like we would last when in reality we're on two separate paths and I didn't think or feel it was right to stop you from doing your own thing and figure things out on your own. I just wanted to be a support system to you but it's clear to me that you've got all the support you need so I'm no longer making it my job to go out of my way and reach out or check up on you.

I'll still love you no matter what but my time being with you is no longer necessary and it's okay for you to go out and do your own thing without me in the way or in sight. I don't mind it! I'm better off alone anyway and just getting some money. So best of luck to you and one day I'll be watching you cross the stage wishing you the best of luck on your new journey but for now it's just a farewell and I'll catch up with you again when the time is right again.