Blog Post 316

I Just Find It Weird

Look I’m not gonna sit here and act like I want them back! I thought about taking them back but what good would that do for me? I don’t even eat my leftovers! So honestly it would just be disrespectful to myself if I reached out and tried to make things right when they’d be better off finding someone new! So go shoot your shot with them if you think they’re the one and leave me out of it! I don’t know why you would think I’d have a problem with them being with you rather than me when I already had them and it just simply wasn’t worth my time! But hey if you want them go get them! I don’t care! Just don’t come crying to me telling me bout this and that when I tried to warn you! 

I'm trying my best to be happy for you and your doings but at the same time you be on some thin lines with me and this is one of them but who am I to tell someone no if they think going after someone I've dealt with will make them happy? Like the only thing for me to do is just sit back and watch the show go on because it's their life and I'm just a viewer at this point watching it step by step of a disaster waiting to happen and then somehow getting dragged into defending them when I literally warned them about what that person is like. 

So if they don't want to listen and take my advice I kind of have every right to say fuck it I told you so and let them cry about it. Cause what do you mean you heard me talk about them and thought to yourself yeah they'd be a great fit for me lol!!! Like bro go somewhere for real!! Doing the most just to be with a solid 7! I mean I'd give them 10 if they just said what they wanted beforehand but other than that being said going after a 7 is kind of low even for you bro. But hey do your thing and maybe just be safe around that intimate area because I don't know how they are but knowing you, you don't want what they have so good luck!

But no honestly I'm trying to steer clear from bashing people but this one person in my life needs to just calm fuck down a bit. I'm not sure if they're like me in a sense when it comes to dating but I've noticed a few things about them and I feel like they're weirdly copying me as if they could be me if that makes. But I could be wrong and I'll stop it right here but I've noticed every time I tell them about someone new they want all the details and then jokingly say I'd hit that as if that's their type. Even though from everything they've told me I know damn well they don't even roll that way so unless I missed a whole life chapter I'm going to need them to reel the fuck in and calm the fuck down. 

Because telling me you want to fuck the person I'm talking to and getting to know on a deeper level is just out of pocket and slightly disrespectful to me and to them and you already know how overly protective I get when it comes to the ones I'm dating and love. So unless you wanna make a scene which I know it's not your thing just stop doing what you're doing and maybe go out and find your type by being yourself and not me. As much as we talk and hang out I'm gonna need you to just be you and that's it thanks! I don't know you've been doing a lot lately and I'm not sure what causes you to do that but can you for real stop? Like, talk to me in private if you feel some type of way toward me but also don't get mad and start disrespecting the one that's got my heart and interest all because you couldn't control your emotions.