Blog Post 325

They Will Never See What I See When It Comes to You

I know it’s not my place to talk to you about this sort of thing but the way I’ve been feeling towards you is far beyond my comprehension! I try to keep my cool but every time I look at you I’m lost for words as to what to say! I get it, we can talk nonstop when we’re over the phone but in person, I’m just stuck thinking about the thought of you and how amazing you look regardless of how tired you are with me! You’re perfect just the way you are and I know it’s not my place to tell you that face to face but I hope one day you’ll realize how perfect you are to me. 

There’s no one better in my head to feel this way about other than you! So let me be the one to take your hand and show you what you really mean to me! I know this feeling isn’t going to go away anytime soon so let’s just make the most of it and hopefully, it’ll be worth our wild! 

I want to see you be at your happiest, even if it means moving from state to state to keep you company! I don’t wanna be your temporary lover; I want to be your one and only! I know you might be seeing me with someone else and someone new, but trust me, they're not that special when compared to you! Yeah, they’re cool, but not as cool or original as you!

I just wanna let you know that I’m not backing down from you even if you push me away! I just wanna hold you tight and never let you go but I know you’ll need your space from me so I’ll step back and give it to you when you need it! I don’t wanna bother you or stop you from doing your own thing! We all have our own things to do to feel a sense of accomplishment but at the same time we have each other that we need to keep an eye out for and make sure we’re both on the same page and even if we’re not I’ll still make up for the difference! I just don’t need you to feel like you can’t be you or do what you need to! I just wanna see you happy and if it means doing what you say then by all means I’ll do it! Just don’t be the last one to love me! 

I just know that heartbreaks are what you’re most scared of but if you give me the chance I’ll take care of your heart to the point where heartbreaks are a thing in the past for you! There won’t be much room for error because why would I fuck up a good thing with someone as pure and genuine as you? It just wouldn't make much sense for me to go all out and out of my way to see you happy just to let it come back on me to where I see it all come crashing down right in front of me.