Blog Post 326

My Tears Will Never Fall For You

I’m no longer sure where we stand in this moment that we have right now! But if it’s not by your side then I don’t think I wanna keep a smile on my face and act as if everything is fine! I’m only at my best when you’re around or just in line of sight of what I’m doing! I know we may not always see eye to eye on certain things but I’m always going to see eye to eye when your feelings are involved and whenever you need to vent to me! I just don’t wanna be the reason your eyes are shedding tears! 

Knowing that it was my doings that caused your tears to fall is so upsetting to me! I never meant to be the one to make you cry but now that you’re telling me it was because of me I’m no longer sure what to say! I feel as if I’m just drifting off like the clouds in the sky! Trying to keep my mind at ease when your eyes were in tears just never sat right with me! I get you wanted me to be strong for you but to be honest, I don’t think I wanna be the strong one! I just wanna feel what needs to be felt and let you see how much it matters to me when you’re going through the things you can’t explain!

You’re used to doing things on your own and I can see it in your eyes that you’re not sure if you can trust me or not, but I can tell you that if it’s trust you're unsure about just go with the feeling in your heart and let your heart speak for its self! There’s no need for you to stay and cry in the empty void of space when there’s so much more to you and I when we’re close together! So when you see me just let your heart do all the talking as I do with mine! 

There’s no reason for you to go out and blame yourself for the pain others caused you! You need to just let those feelings go and move on from that situation because reliving that same situation will never make you better! Trust me I’ve tried and thought about the same things as you do now only to realize it was never my fault and just moved on from it all! But I know it’s easier said than done that’s why I’m here next to you making sure you don’t feel alone! There’s a lot of feelings that we can deal with but the thought of feeling alone and like you have no one to depend on or talk to is one of the worst! But I won’t let you feel that feeling because it’s not something that anyone should ever come across and figure out on their own! So I’ll stay by your side for as long as you need and if you ever let go just to ask for my help again just know it’ll always be a yes from me every time! I just wanna see you happy and living the peaceful life you deserve!