Blog Post 327

Get It Right or Don't Come Back... Is What I Said!

You tell me not to worry but then you go and do the shit that upsets me! I tried to give you the benefit of the doubt but it just kept on repeating! Time after time and eventually I got tired of the back-and-forth with the yelling and fighting over the most basic shit when we both know you knew better! 

But yet you’re out doing the shit you do just to come back to me thinking I wouldn’t mind it! But I got people reaching out to me a bunch of times about this and the third about you and I just ignore it all because the thought of you actually doing those things hurts more than you actually telling me about all the things you’re out doing when you’re not around me!

So I just sit there deep in thought while you talk thinking to myself that everyone’s lying about you! But then I get the screenshots and I get butterflies in my stomach from the pain I feel but I can’t say anything or react in front of you because you’ll just go off on me about how pathetic my friends are and then we’ll go head to head about this and that and I’m just tired of it all! 

So once again I just sit there with a blank stare hoping it’s not true! But I know I’m just lying to myself at this point because I can’t handle the thought of me having to leave you eventually or else I’ll end up looking like a fool in front of all my friends and I’m not trying to be the fool in this! When the only fool in this whole situation was you but I was too blind to realize it because I looked past your flaws and now I’m paying the consequences for my actions.

But not for long! Because when the time is right and the stars align I’ll be gone and you’ll be searching for me in everyone you’ve ever been with only to realize there’s never going to be another me in your life, and that’s the best revenge anyone can ever give to someone! Watching them find the person they lost in everyone they meet just to come out empty-handed and think to themselves why? When they know exactly why!! It’s karma and I love her with all my heart! Because she’s the type to give you a taste of your own medicine and I’m just there laughing from a distance knowing it’s not my problem anymore!