Blog Post 332

Does He Know?..

Look I get that this isn't the best way to go about this but, he needs to know that he's going to lose everything he knows about you if he gets in the way of me and you. I could give him a play-by-play as to what you mean to me but he'll just get mad and cause a scene. So I'll do what I do best and just make it known on here and send it his way. I can tell he's the type to love you hard but he's going to feel all sorts of confusion thinking that you'll leave him for me one day when that's not going to be. You're meant to be with her and I'm just meant to be by her side for the day she falls. 

You can teach her all the things there are to life but when she needs that shoulder to cry on or a random day to just let it out she'll come to me and express the things she can't say to you. So give her the time and space that she asks for. She's not like these other girls that you can just pick and choose from. You have to be gentle with every touch you give her. You need to say the things you mean without the thought of hesitation thinking that she'll hate you for it. You may hurt her feelings but just hold her tight and let her feel the love you have inside your heart.

It's pretty self-explanatory but at the same time me being with her for as long as I have, I've got her figured out like the back of my hand and it's easy to get lost in the thought of her being with someone new when honestly I have no reason to feel this type of way. So maybe I'm a fool for thinking and feeling this way. But there's nothing else I'd rather do than to see her be happy with someone else who makes her feel alive. So I'm begging you to give her the love she deserves. She told me that you might be the one so do me a favor and don't let her down. 

I know it's a lot to go on but she cares a lot about you and I just don't wanna see her get hurt. So please don't shy away from her. Just give it your all and let her see all the reasons as to why you chose to be with her. If you gotta cross a bridge or swim the sea just to give it your all then do that shit. She needs to see you trying for her and if you don't try and fight for her then she's just going to think that you no longer care and come to me asking about what she should do and I'll just simply tell her to follow her heart and hopefully it leads back to you!

There's just more to her than she's letting on only because she's afraid you'll break her heart and she'll tell me all about how much she hates you knowing damn well she loved you to the deepest parts of love there was when it came to you. So for you to say she didn't care to react or say anything when you hurt her it's because she didn't care to do it in front of the one who made her feel like nothing when she gave you everything.

So for the love of god just don't be that guy who goes around dating females just to hurt them, because next thing I know she's at my door with her mascara coming down her face with the guilt of feeling like it's all hurt fault when in reality it's not. She just chose the wrong guy I suppose. But I can't be the judge of that if she ends up getting her shit together and making things work with you once again. I'll just fall back once again and let her be happy for the second time around just to make sure she's where she wants to be in life even if it hurts her in the process.